It's a whole lot better when there's music.

a wave of selfawareness
insecurity follows, now i am lost
tired is the only word i now know
beginning to feel a sense of doubt
like i always do, before you change your style
always imaginairy friends
i could no longer wait for those selfdestructive games
guess it's just what to expect
now that silence is just common sense

and i know nothing could break my soul
although it feels like i'm doing my best
to change life and in the same time
life inside
stupid lies
it's like fire somewhere in my mind
i hope i won't find what is there
it would break the plot of what i always try
yes, you nevermind

it takes time to learn how to stand beside
you trust life when it becomes to feel
you damn your needs when there are no chances
heart hurts and burns much worse
what to trust when people die
changes are not meant to like
until it's obvious that you never tried
prepared for the next time...